Better Than Me - Hinder

its a beautiful song.....
real sappy and shit
ya know... all that good stuff =p

today was a good day.

a rarity for me.... im quite content with that.
i smiled so much my cheeks hurt.


yep...today was a good day.

Confession:

If he wasn't so ashamed of what they would think, and just said yes to me on the phone that night...

...I would have said yes as well.



It's surprising how that one simple word can make or break part of your life.

senior year.... heh..... sooo much about it that i hope i'll just put behind me and forget. hardly anybody i can truly see myself keeping in touch with.... i've lost many friends and gained some pretty good ones. im content i suppose....


home life is still kinda raping me in the ass, but i guess thats nothing new.... if thats what it takes to live for free under this fuckin roof then i guess i can just stick it out til i can move out... ::sigh::

so much deciet....
so much hate....
so much regret....

i cant wait for this year to be over.

i hate the songs
i hate the money spending
i hate the cheeriness
i hate the decorations
i hate the effort im forced to put in to those decorations
i hate christmas


i hate the holidays


i love winter however =]

tired. bored. confused. hungry.

help.

i have too many secrets.

Current Mood: guilty

it never ends.

so decision-making has always been a hard thing for me....

i've decided to resort to picking petals off flowers from now on.

Current Mood: frustrated

xKooFx: I can prove girls are evil
xKooFx: Girls = Time + money
xKooFx: Money = time
xKooFx: Girls = Money squared
xKooFx: Money = the root of all evil
xKooFx: Girls = EVIL
xKooFx: buahahahaha

FUCK!!!


thats all i had to say.......
how was your weekend?

Current Mood: enraged

communication. i feel like im saying everything that needs to be said, and nobody gets it.

Current Mood: melancholy

think of how good it would feel to just scream at the top of your lungs and not have to explain it to anybody who hears.

Current Mood: frustrated

why are choices so hard...and the right thing always feels so wrong.

tomorrow we venture to disneyland...after a long night of searching for stuff that ABSOFUCKINGLUTELY NOBODY HAS 2NIGHT we're kinda pissed and hoping to still have a good time 2morow.

you wish you could be there...too bad your not

and we're gunna be in this fuckin HAWT new F150 that is huge and and and fuckin awesome!! and comfy...yeup.

kbye

i found my dad's myspace....and it says that he is single and he doesnt want kids....lol

bleh...i hate whining......

i always find all these random bruises on me...theres a fatty bruise on my fatty leg right now....its very mysterious.

i used to have one of these things...but it was hardly ever used kuz i didnt really know what to do with it really...like who would read it or whatever and how to add friends...so its long and forgotten...and then i wanted one again but...well i cant get into that but there are reasons why i wasnt ALOUD to make one....

but anyway...morale of the story is...im making one again....so bleh...heres to journaling? hehe